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Before — May 14, 2018

Before

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

Have you ever been broken-

And afraid everyone can see ?

Screaming into the dark~

That ravished your world.

Till your screams turn to cries~

And you’re reduced to your knees.

That’s where I was~

when she found me.

And she wonders why~

I wonder ….what she sees in me~

I guess it was necessity ~

Honestly we had no reason~

To give eachother so much trust.

Fell in love in not even a month~

When I look back on us~

I see the universe work.

In the most profound way.

Crashed us tohether~

Right before~

the darkness~

took us forever~

As if the Universe knew

We’d survive

tearing eachother apart

That our hearts would reform

stronger than they were before

Insight…. I use to think of her as the one that got away

Now I know our purpose was greater~

I’m stronger

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Skewed Views — May 12, 2018

Skewed Views

The Daily Post writing prompt

Written by Destiny Bergeron

My pride is skewed~

Aren’t we the ones who~

Founded freedom?

The news feeds me

half truths & full lies…

Skewed by thier corporate doners contributions…

War mongroling bobble head puppets…

That forget~ The reason

they became journalist!!!!!

Thier existance Skewed into the establishment way of thinking ~

By the increased increments in thier paychecks

Thier repoting is

Skewed more & more

By greed than truths

Insight…..Don’t fallow the

WAR DRUM….. sorry to get political skewed…. just makes me think of mainstream media

The Dreamcatcher — April 10, 2018

The Dreamcatcher

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Find me at anytime

Face down in these lil blue lines

Pen laying at my finger tips

Looking like i just committed

suicide with it

My insides spatter on the page

Left to decay

I’m in a catatonic state

My unconscious

takes control of the pen

I step out of my existence

to read over the shoulder

Of my dreamcatcher

Inching closer

Just as the words become legible

She turns and looks at me

Soon as our eyes meet

I jolt awake

Tinglelies all over me

It was just a trippy reoccurring dream

Never do I get to read

the words she writes in my dreams

Beastly  — April 3, 2018

Beastly 

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

You should  approach with cation

The dangers of underestimating me

are always watching

The monsters I  contain

Deep with in the pages  of my soul

are nightmarish  creatures

I made from the pieces of the those I have conquered

These beast in me

feed on the enemies

of their queen

with a glutinous appetite

they are never full

till I’m  happy

So if you wanna be

the one to cross me tread lightly

my protectors are & fiercely   loyal to thier creator

Only I  know the catastrophic power they hold

So I only let them go when I’m faced with true evil

Try to bring harm apon the few things we trust and love

there will be no controlling them

off thier leashes they will come

Whatever in their sights better run

They haven’t feasted in

quite some time

Few choose to walk that line

Once they see what lurks

on the other side

So please don’t say that you tried

or try pleading for your life

Just keep right

Don’t let them get the slightest whiff

Of bad intentions

Thier trained to sniff out deception

For this, they have no tolerance

They will tear you limb from limb

You’re closing in on thier territory

Consider this your final warning

 

No Time for Spell-check — March 22, 2018

No Time for Spell-check

can’t write right now

life is weighing me down

stretching me out

pulling me around

till im inside out

and twisted all about

i lost my way somehow

got turned around

now i dont know whats up or down

can’t trust my own since of direction

till i know which way north is

life just keeps pulling

and i keep bending

feels as if im gonna

snap to little bits

maybe i can pick up the pieces

and put myself together again

stronger than before

work on my foundation

make myself unbreakable

A Poets Wish — February 15, 2018

A Poets Wish

Written by Destiny Bergeron

What I want most

Is for people to have thier own voice

I cant help but to wonder

if We’re automated

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We don’t say what we think

we say what think is right

its not wrong to be different

The most amazing things

are thought to be so outstanding

Because we don’t understand their origance

So maybe your original thinking

Is the foundation

to the unknown Wonders of the future

But you’ll never know if

If you cant think for yourself

If you sound like everyone else

Find what makes you different

And turn it into what makes you amazing

That might be the most cliche

Line I ever wrote

But its what I wish for most

Insight

We can’t acomplish anything if everyone has the same ideas

Lost Nights — February 10, 2018

Lost Nights

The look in her eyes

Says its gonna be a long night

I’m where she turns

when she doesn’t  wanna remember

As long as I hold her

She’s just mine

And im just hers

Nothing else matters

Without any words

We comfort eachers souls

She knows I’d never let go

till she tells me so

In the morning I loosen my grip

She tries to explain how

she got lost and ened up

on my door step again

I don’t let her finish and

just kiss her beautiful lips

I know what this is

Dont think your hurting anyone

We’re friends that get lost sometimes

I think its beautiful

we find eachother time after time

We know its not right

But life is not always black and white

So don’t apologiz for

giving me your night

I dont mind being where you go when you’re lost

I’ll be here to light up your night

Written by Destiny Bergeron

No Time for Spell-check — June 30, 2017

No Time for Spell-check

can’t write right now

life is weighing me down

stretching me out

pulling me around

till im inside out

and twisted all about 

i lost my way somehow 

got turned around

now i dont know whats up or down

can’t trust my own since of direction 

till i know which way north is

life just keeps pulling

and i keep bending 

feels as if im gonna

snap to little bits

maybe i can pick up the pieces

and put myself together again 

stronger than before 

work on my foundation 

make myself unbreakable 

Rhyme Light  — June 16, 2017

Rhyme Light 

The last lines before 

These eyes close for the  night

My mind even dreams in rhyme

Dreams of words pouring from my life

 sometimes its beautiful 

I  dreams of places unknown 

or something I forgot that

 still holds a spot in my soul 

these dream I will dream 

forever if possible 

But my mind can turn my words 

 they start to form into monsters

That are sent to devoure my words and hunt my flow

Sometimes my rhymes pour until

Im lost in a sea of hopeless words

Empty and lonely

No sight of land as far as I can see 

I wake still feeling the waves

And those monsters 

They lay and Wait 

For me to tire 

And release my pen  

So they can hunt my words again 

Scribble till the lines don’t  makes sense  

Dreams and nightmares can’t have them 

 Not My lines 

not a single rhyme

 not tonight 

This pen will fight till the sun shines 

Chase my nightmares into light

Deep In The Flow — June 8, 2017

Deep In The Flow

Words flow like Nile 

Through the heart of me

Fearing only 

the parts of me 

that are too deep 

to see

It’s where my flow slows 

And the words get 

twisted and tangled up with 

what grows from the darkness 

Even I dont know 

which way the untow will pull 

What flow lurks 

in these uncharted waters 

My pen will not play there 

Lines are known to disappear 

Whole poems lost to the unpredictable currents

I seach the shores for survivors 

Maybe a line or a word

whatever I can decipher 

Its never the same after

being lost in those waters

Its meaning is all distorted

 But I try hardest to write it right 

so it can flow again