lostinmynotebook

Trying to write life right……..

Ghetto Testimonial  — May 3, 2019

Ghetto Testimonial 

I’m am a collaboration

Of the ghetto

and my daddys rock &roll

Never lost cuz my

Mom taught me right from wrong

I’m a warrior of life

Trying to win one for the good side

Always sticking up for the lil guy

Holding my head up high

down some pretty dark streets

Don’t be fooled by what you see

I am a beast a rare breed

It’s not healthy to judge me

Or try to predict lil too swift

You’ll get caught up in the current

And I’ll tare you to bits

Ninja-ish, my flow is automatic

Sick is my addiction to this pen

symphony on paper

Im a meistro of words

Master of sarrow

scholar of life

still learning how to survive

Chasing the high of a perfect line

Get by one rhyme at a time

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Lil Blue lines — April 16, 2019

Lil Blue lines

Written By Destiny Bergeron
can’t say it’s something
I had to practice or master

The ability to control words

twist and contort

them to my flow
has always been my special power

Some would call it a gift
Although I don’t recall receiving it
I say it’s my hideaway

I’ve been inside these lil blue lines

So many times

it’s like
The only place I feel alive

The rhythm of my mind

heart and soul

Bumps so hard I can only hear

the beat of my pen

My hands cramp as my letters start to cram together,

I’m gonna have fun trying to decipher

This labyrinth of words.

Scribbles of my soul
Lead to places I’ve never been before

Then right back to the beginning

I’m lost in my lil blue lines again
Guided only by

The glide of my pen
Searching for a reason to my rhymes

Wondering why
these words bounce around
In the back of my mind

Clouding up till they build up enough to let go

Sometimes they just trickle
Other times

they storm down with, such force

I’m helpless to the flow

Is it a blessing?

or am I cursed?
Am I a victim?

or a maestro?

Do I control this like an artist
or does it control me like an addict

If you were able to take

every rhyme I ever wrote
and lay down like a road

I wonder where it would go.

Wherever it leads

I will follow

what I find
in these lil blue lines forever

 

The Hunt — March 13, 2019

The Hunt

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Know I don’t scare easily

Your a savage you feast

but I see the beauty in the beast

Despite those you have lost the fight

Beneath your sheets

I’m not weak

You take what you plz

Leave them in pieces

For hearts you are a fein

You think I’m like the rest

I’ll be begging on my knees

Well do what you please

I’m stronger than you think

I enjoy the hunt

You think I’m the prey

You dont realise how far I can run

You’ll be be hunting this heart forever

And that’s just what I want

Einstein & Waters — March 12, 2019

Einstein & Waters

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The way planets align.

How they all fall towards the sun.

The cosmos remind me of-

All the different forms of love

Energy cannot be

destroyed or created.

If that’s not love,

I don’t know what is

Driven by chance

Elements like lost souls

Swimming in a fish bowl

Hoping to find a planet

where true love exsist

Insight..…Love+Life=Love….

my theory of relatively

Boyle’s Law — December 14, 2018

Boyle’s Law

The temperature is rising

According to the law of physics

The hotter it gets
the more pressure is created
Are we strong enough not to
Explode or emplode
Like so many failed attempts before
Do we have the variables needed
And the patience to figure out the equation
Love isn’t a science
I’m starting to think different
We try so hard but we can’t
Change who we are
We just gotta keep making since
Inorder to make it
Climate — November 10, 2018

Climate

Written by Destiny Bergeron

It’s a part of me

As critical as an artery
The need is involuntary
What it pumps out
Gives me this relief
Makes all the things
Building up in my life,
pushing me back,
Or holding me down
My pen gatherers and stores
Then like rain it falls down
Onto this page
What once
Was chaos
Is now a poem
And the pressure is just gone
Queens Verdict  — October 25, 2018

Queens Verdict 

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Please don’t say sorry
Apologies are like
someone breaking your heart
then trying to help you
pick up the pieces
I don’t care about your reasons
Just start leaving
we aren’t even me and you anymore
Loving me is such a rarity
You should go down in history for getting the best of me
But with all honesty
I’m ashamed that I placed
so much of my own life in your hands
I’m not someone you take for granted
So don’t try to defend your actions
I’m being cordial trying to
Save some dignity
To this mess you created
Yes you did, not sorry, not stupidity
I am a queen, remember
you’re the one that showed me
I am royalty
I do not lay with
the ignorant or sorry,
Therefore you are no longer
worthy of loving me
So just leave

Rhymelight 2 — August 24, 2018

Rhymelight 2

Written By Destiny Bergeron
I pride myself with the words I write~

In real life, I’m not so sublime~
Honestly the real world
would eat me alive~
If I was all rainbows and butterflies~
In life, nothing is in rhyme~~
The words don’t perfectly align~
The lines become harder

t

o find

they hide behind~

Insecurities and fear it coming out right~
Life doesn’t have time to master
Every line~

that’s why I write~~

To bring a Lil rhythm
to life’s rhyme~
Boyle’s Law — July 17, 2018

Boyle’s Law

The temperature is rising

According to the law of physics

The hotter it gets
the more pressure is created
Are we strong enough not to
Explode or emplode
Like so many failed attempts before
Do we have the variables needed
And the patience to figure out the equation
Love isn’t a science
I’m starting to think different
We try so hard but we can’t
Change who we are
We just gotta keep making since
Inorder to make it
Missing — June 29, 2018

Missing

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Chosen by lessons

Guided by my conscience
Searching for happiness
Not in a nother
Or in my pockets
I mean true happiness
The kind when
You don’t mind being alone.
For awhile, I focused on all the things holding me back
Now there’s no time for that
My life is on a figure 8 track
It could go forever if I don’t
Change it’s path
Looking to the past
Can’t get anything back
I once had all the chances
Ignorance to my own purpose
The reliance I had for social acceptness
Made into someone who,
Wasn’t their own person
So now I’m searching
For the missing pieces
Hoping to find myself again