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I can’t Dance chapter 5 — May 22, 2018

I can’t Dance chapter 5

Written by Destiny Bergeron

So tonight is the night!!!
We will forget our drama filled lives~

And try to have good time
I get her her tootie fruity drink
She buys my draft~

Find table by the dance floor
There’s this old guy going h.a.m
Showing up everybody up
She stands up starts cheering
For the oldtimer

I can tell she wants to dance
Her lovely latin hipsdon’t lie

So I ask her to dance~

Knowing I can’t dance at all
She just grabs my hand
and run out on the floor~

She’s getting really close
I warn her remember I’m a lesbian…..
I might like this a too much!!!!

She acts as if she can’t hear me
I lean in to repeat my joke
And she kisses me on the cheek
Then whispers thank you in my ear~

Honestly there was about 200 people on that dance floor but my memory only sees her…

The bar is thinning out and so
Are my friendly defenses
She literally had to ask me to kiss
to kiss her….I peck her on lips
affaid my beer breath will ruin our first kiss and as if on cue
The lights turn on, barter yells out last call~

We stumble thru her front door
Fully intoxicated
She always sleeps on the couch
I sleep on a mattrice on the floor
I act as if everthings normal slept over her house 20 times before

I start to make my bed
She hops in the shower
I begin to roll our bedtime blunt
We make it through one rotation
Before… We’re making out like highshcool teenagers

This time we didn’t get much sleep AGAIN my respect for her will not me from elaborating any further~

Insight…previous chapters have the same feature image… with in last 10 post

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Einstein & Waters — May 21, 2018

Einstein & Waters

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The way planets align.

How they all fall towards the sun.

The cosmos remind me of,

All the different forms of love

Energy cannot be

destroyed or created.

If that’s not love,

I don’t know what is

Driven by chance

Elements like lost souls

Swimming in a fish bowl

Hoping to find a planet

where true love exsist

Insight..…Love+Life=Love….

my theory of relatively

Chapter4 We Just Do — May 20, 2018

Chapter4 We Just Do

Written by Destiny Bergeron

I wake up to her calling my

Phone. Which is weird cuz, she always text

Shes crying, saying plz tell your home. I immediately ask whats wrong….And she just says I’m in trouble

I say come get me

She says don’t think I’m crazy

But I’m already in your driveway

First time I seen her without

A smile…it was heartbreaking

I was in pajamas sitting the front seat of suv . Its raining hard pounding on the hood

She said do you think

I’m weird for coming here

I said I’m happy you did

She said I barely know you

So I shouldn’t put this shit on you

I say … Don’t think it’s just you

I trust you with my shit too

We have no reason to, we just do

So wtf is wrong with you

Why are you crying

Saying your in trouble

Then she explained to me

She’s being charged w/a felony

—I respect this woman, more than any other person in my life…..
so I will not elaborate any further towards her charges———————-

what scared me the most. The charges didn’t scare her…she was more scared of her childrens father finding out…Looking back now. Making me nail the basement door shut was really smart

This Man spent 8 outta 15 yrs they were together incarcerated

Only to come home and do the same thing… that made her have to raise the boys on her own….their oldest son was 9at when I met Her

I was there I witnessed her

Pick up the pieces and keep strong

For her children

Never denying them their father

But she held her ground and proved to him she was moving on

I get her smile

By saying the neighbors

Probably think we’re getting freaky

Behind these steamed up windows

She says oh yeah… and starts moaning out the window

I wail on the horn so

Nobody hears her lol

She said they’re defiantly look now

Wanna go out this weekend

Try to forget about all bad things

just have fun no drama

That sounds so good right now

The kids are with the dad next weekend to so it’s perfect don’t

Need to ask my niece to sit

I try my hardest not to scream yes

A hundred times

Insight…..other chapters in ealier post Ticket 72 and 150pizzas

Ticket 72 — May 18, 2018

Ticket 72

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

First Customer in like

A half hour~

Good I’m bored

Don’t think she’s ever been here

Before~

“Can I help you oder”

Trying not to realize

She’s beautiful~

“Large 1topping only 5$” I suggest

She ask “Can I get half roni”

I reply” of course

For here or to go

Ready in 15 ”

As fumble her changed

She ask about my tattoo 😉

Which is a rainbow band on my ring finger

I say “oh that’s my I’m a lesbian tattoo”

She laughs and says “that’s cute”

I refrain from flirting

Cuz I’m working plus she’s

Obviously not a lesbian

Woman looks like Aphrodites reincarnated

She’s just making polite conversation

Pizza’s in gotta get dough started

Tell me when 72`s up

I going to smoke a cigg

Your tables up

Wash my hands

Grab plates plates and napkins

Round the counter
To the side booth

Where she sat with

3children~

Definitely not a lesbian~

After more polite conversation~

Back to work go~

Till my boss says…

That mom you think is cute

Is asking for you….

Go to the front and she’s standing by the register

holding 5$…” here this for you

Thank you the pie was delicious”

I bite my flirty tounge

And let the delicious pie comment slide

But reply with a smile

“you can tip me by coming back

Keep the 5… pies on me next time”

————————————–

Insight… this the first chapter

Of a love ,that no reason
to exsist…

yet, somehow flourished~

~Beyond our wildest imagination~

Evil Truth — May 17, 2018

Evil Truth

WRITTEN BY Destiny Bergeron 

Forseen by ancients~

The mighty will fall~

Right before they conquer all~

History repeats~

so we’re doomed~

To the same destiny~

Nothing is forever~

But memories you remember~

When it’s time to pay the piper~

Will you have enough soul~

Or will you be rejected~

Cuz you chose money over all other~

Hold judgments over knowledge~

Distort faith into hate~

I know on that day my soul has to answer for its ways~

I wont be sent away~

It’s not what you worship~

Or how you do it~

It’s  about being a good person~

That’s this poets prospective~

Just with all the injustice

And all the violence one can commit~

I doubt saying prayers and going to church can same them~

I’m not trying to call out~

Any religion or practice~

All faiths are beautiful~

But no faith can save you

From you from being evil~

INSIGHT ….this is just my own opion on people  using faith to hate… I’ve seen very faithful people be very evil people.

 

 

Fighting The Night —
Writers Lullaby — May 16, 2018

Writers Lullaby

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

 restless mind
& heavy eyes~

But these rhymes~have the right
To be brought to light~
So before I lay me down to sleep

Through this pen~ I must release~
These lil scribbles of me

My eyes are tired~

but my pen is, still running wild~

through these lil blue lines~


 

 

 

 

Anomaly of Hearts — May 15, 2018

Anomaly of Hearts

Written by Destiny Bergeron

It’s beyond words~

No metaphors~

Or adverbs~

No sentence exist~

If you said you found one~

You’d be lying~

I got piles of poems trying~

But there’s no defining~

My pen feels helpless~

And my heart is disappointed~

With its every attempt~

Fact is we don’t make since~

But maybe the anomaly~

Is what keeps going~

makes us defy the physics

That say we’ll never make it~

Before — May 14, 2018

Before

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

Have you ever been broken-

And afraid everyone can see ?

Screaming into the dark~

That ravished your world.

Till your screams turn to cries~

And you’re reduced to your knees.

That’s where I was~

when she found me.

And she wonders why~

I wonder ….what she sees in me~

I guess it was necessity ~

Honestly we had no reason~

To give eachother so much trust.

Fell in love in not even a month~

When I look back on us~

I see the universe work.

In the most profound way.

Crashed us tohether~

Right before~

the darkness~

took us forever~

As if the Universe knew

We’d survive

tearing eachother apart

That our hearts would reform

stronger than they were before

Insight…. I use to think of her as the one that got away

Now I know our purpose was greater~

I’m stronger

Stirring The Pot — May 12, 2018

Stirring The Pot

Written by Destiny Bergeron

I’m lost in my thought~

You ought not be that hot~

caught up in all you got…

Call it what you want~

Just plz don’t stop!!!

I’m starting to plot~

More things I should not

The heat you’re giving off~

Has got me all distraught~

I’m about to raise the pot….

Try to keep your shirt on…..

Or maybe not~

Ok now I’ll stop~

INSIGHT

I wrote this because…Flirting is fun….