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Trying to write life right……..

Impressions — July 12, 2019

Impressions

Written By Destiny Bergeron

As the sun rises

i say goodnight

My restless mind
Stirs my pen
Bewitched by the night
The sun taunting me
As it peeks through
The treeline
My eyes watery and puffy
But my mind just keeps
Rambling
I look at the words
That wouldn’t be legdibale
If I wasn’t the author
Letters blur together
like those paintings
that look a mess up close
When you step back
its beauty shows
Scribbles of myself
A (Monet Impression of words)
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The lonely Poems — July 2, 2019

The lonely Poems

I use to have boxes of poems

That meant the world to me

Every night I’d fall asleep

With my notebook next to me

Throughout my teens

My poetry was a safe place be

The older I got the less i wrote

Working and paying bills took over

my poems would get forgotten
In the back of my closet
Living most of their lives in darkness

Only writing when life provoked me

Occasionally tearing through them

Trying to find a moment I want to relive

those moments were fewer and fewer

Soon I stopped writing all together

Of course it wasn’t until

my heart got broke

I turned to my pen

To mend me back together

When I was whole again

I had a new box for my closet

And life would fill with other things

One day I showed a friend

My boxes of poems and

She said

why are you hiding them

I said I’m not

well some of them probably

But I love all of them

You should make a blog

share them on Facebook or something

What if someone steals my poems

She said I stole some guys poem once

gave to a boy That I like in 8th grade

See nope they are staying in here

where they are safe

Ok let me share one on my blog

I reluctantly agreed

Seeing my poetry being set free

Was scary

But it made me happy knowing

They were not alone anymore

That night I made my own WordPress

It brought my Poetry out of the darkness

And gave them a place to can live

A couple days ago my phone and

Laptop were stolen

That was nothing compared to

Losing my email and not being able to log in

You know that cliche saying you don’t

you don’t

Know what you got till it’s gone

till it’s gone

Having a home for my poems

Is priceless

It’s made me enjoy writing again

Thank you WordPress for existing

Worded Warrior — June 10, 2019

Worded Warrior

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Cautious with my thoughts often
Every changing like the rules of engagement

holding my sorrows
Shedding my tomorrows
Like a beast in the summer

I am a war torn soldier
Stationed on the front lines
of good and evil

With my pen as my sword
I pick them apart word by word
Verbs use to destroy
whoever comes forth

Metaphors like arrows
fly high over your head
than rip through your flesh
till you have nothing left

I am savage by habit
Constant forward motion
Like im in locomotion
So approach like your life
Is sacred

you are only an enemy
If you choose to be
my heart is their territory

My

Sunset — June 8, 2019

Sunset

Forsaken maybes~

Distorted what ifs~

Had me believing~

If I ran fast enough~

I could catch the sun~

I ran till my legs were numb~

Till I was choking on the

Dust of my regrets~

Grabbing at the pavement~

Searching for my breath~

Only to watch the sun set

My heart breaking more~

the darker it gets~

I look back to see how far~

These maybes strayed me~

All I see is lil pieces of me~

like breadcrumbs leading me home~

How could I be so dumb to think~

I could make the sun my own~

If only I could keep up~

I’d probably still be~

chasing the sun~

A Poets Wish — May 3, 2019

A Poets Wish

Written by Destiny Bergeron

What I want most

Is for people to have their own voice

I cant help but to wonder

if we all were automated

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We don’t say what we think

we say what think is right

its not wrong to be different

The most amazing things

Are the ones we don’t understand

Exploration Is the foundation

to the unknown Wonders of the future

But you’ll never know if

If you cant think for yourself

If you sound like everyone else

Find what makes you different

And turn it into what makes you amazing

That might be the most cliche

Line I ever wrote

But its what I wish for most

Insight 

We can’t accomplish anything if everyone has the same ideas

FREELY BLIND — April 25, 2019

FREELY BLIND

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The digital world only

sees what you post

you’re perfect

Any criticism and

there’s a block button

for a reason

Don’t distract me with

rising levels of human trafficking

Cardi B is trending
Smh at Palistine disappearing

My favorite Kardashian is Pregnant

Please, just let me live
my American life

The life that has giving me freedoms

Unheard of
to others…

Other races other religions

other woman other gays..

no matter~

your upbringing or ways,

it is unconstitutional to hate.

We wrote the book on freedom,

somehow we’ve become freely blind

We should be Liking👍 freedom,
and those who fight for it

like👍 the rights
we were all born with

Like👍 the constitution!!!
And the reason it was written

We are the home of the brave
Born free to waste~

what so many have and will die for,

We can’t turn the other cheek

Try to remember

We all are immigrants
Besides the natives!

And don’t get me started
On the injustice

That was inflicted on them
For this America to exist~

They sold our country
But they can’t unwrite our rights
Do whats right

And like👍mankind

Worded Sword — April 23, 2019

Worded Sword

Written By Destiny Bergeron

Trust in what you see.

Honer what you believe

Respect love

And renounce hate

Look at your neighbor the same

For we wrote freedom

but we are far from,

what we could become

It’s time to turn the page

Are We suddenly done

Fighting for what we’re made of

I don’t speak of our skin and bones

No, what we need is

our hearts and souls

The Pen is mightier than the sword

Our voice will be heard

When we remember

We fight for freedom not war

Chemistry —

Chemistry

Written By Destiny Bergeron

I must look away
Like you’re the sun
Too hot too touch
That is obvious
But I must even if
we just blow up
Smh and just walk away
Knowing my place
Plane Jane
Ts and sneaks
You glow with beauty
But I see the heat
Comes from deep beneath
Like a volcano
Or the embers of a fire
Organic no additives needed
My origins is grounded
My Earth tones are dull
compared to hers
I don’t glow,I flow
Like the wind I feed the fire
Like rain I keep the flames
from engulfing us both
Alchemy of hearts
Perfected by trial and error
After so many failed attempts
I found it was possible for true
Love to exist

Lil Blue lines — April 16, 2019

Lil Blue lines

Written By Destiny Bergeron
can’t say it’s something
I had to practice or master

The ability to control words

twist and contort

them to my flow
has always been my special power

Some would call it a gift
Although I don’t recall receiving it
I say it’s my hideaway

I’ve been inside these lil blue lines

So many times

it’s like
The only place I feel alive

The rhythm of my mind

heart and soul

Bumps so hard I can only hear

the beat of my pen

My hands cramp as my letters start to cram together,

I’m gonna have fun trying to decipher

This labyrinth of words.

Scribbles of my soul
Lead to places I’ve never been before

Then right back to the beginning

I’m lost in my lil blue lines again
Guided only by

The glide of my pen
Searching for a reason to my rhymes

Wondering why
these words bounce around
In the back of my mind

Clouding up till they build up enough to let go

Sometimes they just trickle
Other times

they storm down with, such force

I’m helpless to the flow

Is it a blessing?

or am I cursed?
Am I a victim?

or a maestro?

Do I control this like an artist
or does it control me like an addict

If you were able to take

every rhyme I ever wrote
and lay down like a road

I wonder where it would go.

Wherever it leads

I will follow

what I find
in these lil blue lines forever

 

Planet Nine — April 8, 2019

Planet Nine

The thought of being next to you

 

terrifies me

Your presence is

life altering

Planet nine-ish

I sometimes

I Think you’re a myth

I tell myself to make since,

can’t deny the evidence

How you wobble my axis

I find pieces of you

scattered in my existence

As distant as the stars

But you still pull on my heart

Sometimes I wonder where you

Are

then remember how you tore

Me apart

I grab my heart as it recalls the pain

Adrenaline shoots through my veins

I close my eyes and see your face

I shake my head and try to forget

How sweet than sour love can get

As hearts fall like stars

We wish for it all, all over again

Even if we the chances of

Making it are almost non-existent