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Before — May 14, 2018

Before

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

Have you ever been broken-

And afraid everyone can see ?

Screaming into the dark~

That ravished your world.

Till your screams turn to cries~

And you’re reduced to your knees.

That’s where I was~

when she found me.

And she wonders why~

I wonder ….what she sees in me~

I guess it was necessity ~

Honestly we had no reason~

To give eachother so much trust.

Fell in love in not even a month~

When I look back on us~

I see the universe work.

In the most profound way.

Crashed us tohether~

Right before~

the darkness~

took us forever~

As if the Universe knew

We’d survive

tearing eachother apart

That our hearts would reform

stronger than they were before

Insight…. I use to think of her as the one that got away

Now I know our purpose was greater~

I’m stronger

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Stirring The Pot — May 12, 2018

Stirring The Pot

Written by Destiny Bergeron

I’m lost in my thought~

You ought not be that hot~

caught up in all you got…

Call it what you want~

Just plz don’t stop!!!

I’m starting to plot~

More things I should not

The heat you’re giving off~

Has got me all distraught~

I’m about to raise the pot….

Try to keep your shirt on…..

Or maybe not~

Ok now I’ll stop~

INSIGHT

I wrote this because…Flirting is fun….

Hypnotized — May 7, 2018

Hypnotized

Find a rhyme

twist it with some heart

And a poem may come to life

Add wonder and character

And a story may form

I don’t know how

that’s just the way

My pen works

My words must flow

Where I never know

But my pen has never

Let me down before

When my heart is broke

my pen can skip the same poem

over and over again

Like it’s hypnotized or something

This site is my pen breaking the spell

And writing on its’ own again

Fall Apart  — May 3, 2018

Fall Apart 

Written by Destiny Bergeron

lost in a lovers leap

fell hard but it was sweet.

now I stand broken

at your feet.

wondering if

you’ve seen me?

or did I fail you

like I did me?

this isn’t who I want to be

we tried and failed miserably.

so I’m gonna gather up

whats left of me.

and leave you with nothing

but what we use to be.

I hang my head in defeat.

broken and sore from

trying to pull us back together.

there’s parts of me

that will always be yours.

and pieces of you I’ll never let go.

Although we fell for eachother-

we fell apart not together

INSIGHT ….Sometimes you don’t survive the fall

READ WITH CAUTION — April 25, 2018

READ WITH CAUTION

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

She picks up my notebook and opens!!!!! to an unknown page in my heart

looks up with those magnetic brown eyes and ask

which one is about me?

I just laugh, shake my head

and say

which one isn’t

her eyes get really big

as she fans through 350 pages

she says,you’re  kidding,

I close the notebook and warn her

you might not like it

I don’t say much I try to show my love by the actions I make

Just saying it is cliche

I must make my feelings for you tangible in some way

whether it’s a kiss, my sincerity or in a bunch of nicely arranged sentences

the energy created when we are connected

is the blood of poetry

Combined with our star crossed faith, how we drift apart and together again

against lifes wind

no poet could resist writing it

So go ahead… keep reading

And you’ll see

how you feed

the Shakespeare in me

Make me strive to be a better me

How you break my heart when you leave

The fear of you realising

you’re so much better than me

That you might find

someone who more evenly

matches your astonishing beauty

You’ll see, How I hide these fears

In here in fear,

that you’ll think less of me

The words I never say

In respect of our love

I put my fears on a page

insted of questioning our trust

right to your face

It’s not your fault

It’s my insecurity

They stay in my notebook

Where no one else can see

INSIGHT…..this a true story 

My heart still raced when

I think of her reading my words

The most amazing thing about writing is capturing moments

You want to last forever

 

Fixed — March 4, 2018

Fixed

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

Rearrange my gravity

With the weight of your heart

Fixed in your orbit
You have wobbled my axis
And raised my climate

Disturbed my existence
With your astonishing presence
I’m Ieft with no defense
helpless to resist

My tides roll according
to your pull
My days are numbered by,
how times you light up my life
My Reason, what I want to discover and everthing I’ve ever known

Like the ancients followed and stars worshipped the stars                 I fallow her

Anomaly of Hearts — February 27, 2018

Anomaly of Hearts

Written by Destiny Bergeron

It’s beyond words~

No metaphors~

Or adverbs~

No sentence exist~

If you said you found one~

You’d be lying~

I got piles of poems trying~

But there’s no defining~

My pen feels helpless~

And my heart is disappointed~

With its every attempt~

Fact is we don’t make since~

But maybe the anomaly~

Is what keeps going~

makes us defy the physics

That say we’ll never make it~

Heart Speaks — February 21, 2018

Heart Speaks

when I love someone

I give my life to them

I let them hold my heart

in their hands

I grant them total access

To all the forbidden parts of me

My fears my hopes and my dreams

I never let go

till they’re already gone  forever

and my heart is scared to be

back with me

Keeps reaching for them

I try to consoul it

tell it’s ok to be alone

Then it says I know this

Wtf  were you thinking

thought we were friends

You just gave me away

Like I was nothing

I know I’m not perfect

But I’m the only

heart you’ll ever get

You should be more careful with me

I know you’ve always been a good friend, never letting forget what makes me, me

Speaking up for good in me

I was fallowing your lead

it wasn’t all me

You wanted to go

when I let you go

you jump so fast

all I saw was a blur

The next time we both know

To bring a rope

So when we jump

I can always pull you home

 

Love not Likes — February 9, 2018

Love not Likes

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

 

 Please don’t

mess up a good thing

over nothing ,

wtf does facebook

have to do with anything

Say I’m  being  cold

Is  thats why

You see me as shelter ?

I just don’t share,  your traditional gerneric methods of loving someone.

I don’t, text as soon as I wake up

I dont, update my status

according to what your posting

I don’t, change my habbits

My thoughts or my reasons

if you’re looking for someone

who loves like an automated system

You the wrong person

just let us be you and me

without judgments, or

superficial labels,

Without unlogical obligations

that we cannot  profill,

till we’re disappointed and Resentful of the we energy wasted

on a love that

never really existed,
Cuz we never could let be

I use to just submit,

accept an imitation of love

Now I just dimiss,

my time is precious

Just give me,

your touch and knowledge

text and relationship statuses

are not relivant

if you want my heart

you gotta come and get it

Theres no link you just click

No inbox you can message

I do understand your doubt

How you’d think I’m being shady

Facebook and  instagram

Has replaced real conversation

That’s the only reason

I haven’t kicked you out

Just please shut your mouth

And let me show the kinda love

I’m  talking about

I don’t need more notifications

Or pics, post or likes

I  just need your affection

I know love existed long before Facebook was invented

I don’t let it

define our relationship

I define it by treating you with Respect, trust and making you smile every chance I get

INSIGHT

FACEBOOK has changed the way people validate a relationship

But to me its still built on trust

Not likes

Stirring The Pot —

Stirring The Pot

Written by Destiny Bergeron

I’m lost in my thought~

You ought not be that hot~

caught up in all you got…

Call it what you want~

Just plz don’t stop!!!

I’m starting to plot~

More things I should not

The heat you’re giving off~

Has got me all distraught~

I’m about to raise the pot….

Try to keep your shirt on…..

Or maybe not~

Ok now I’ll stop~

INSIGHT

I wrote this because…Flirting is fun….