lostinmynotebook

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Lost In My Notebook  — March 21, 2018

Lost In My Notebook 

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Maybe I can one day write something

somebody finds thier self in

A poem that holds a moment

you lost a long time ago
Maybe my words could soften someone’s sorrow

 

Write the rhyme that  lead to a better tomorrow
If my words could

Help a lost heart find

its way  home
Give some guidance

when the way is faded

try to write it right again

 

If  my poetry had one purpose

i hope it’s

Knowing you’re never alone if you’re  trying
If you’re fighting for the good in life

Than this lil poet will always be on your side
Doing my best to find the rhyme

That makes you smile even when

Your hearts in denial
I’ll search for the words that makes you believe again

 

All this time spent lost in my notebook would be worth it

If maybe one day

I can write something

Someone finds thier self in

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Heart Speaks — February 21, 2018

Heart Speaks

when I love someone

I give my life to them

I let them hold my heart

in their hands

I grant them total access

To all the forbidden parts of me

My fears my hopes and my dreams

I never let go

till they’re already gone  forever

and my heart is scared to be

back with me

Keeps reaching for them

I try to consoul it

tell it’s ok to be alone

Then it says I know this

Wtf  were you thinking

thought we were friends

You just gave me away

Like I was nothing

I know I’m not perfect

But I’m the only

heart you’ll ever get

You should be more careful with me

I know you’ve always been a good friend, never letting forget what makes me, me

Speaking up for good in me

I was fallowing your lead

it wasn’t all me

You wanted to go

when I let you go

you jump so fast

all I saw was a blur

The next time we both know

To bring a rope

So when we jump

I can always pull you home

 

Lost In My Notebook  — June 7, 2017

Lost In My Notebook 

Maybe I can one day write something 

 somebody finds thier self in

A poem that holds a moment 

you lost a long time ago

 
Maybe my words could soften someone’s sorrow

 

Write the rhyme that  lead to a better tomorrow 
 If my words could 

Help a lost heart find

 its way  home
Give some guidance

 when the way is faded 

try to write it right again

 

If  my poetry had one purpose

 i hope it’s 

Knowing you’re never alone if you’re  trying 
If you’re fighting for the good in life

Than this lil poet will always be on your side 
Doing my best to find the rhyme

That makes you smile even when

Your hearts in denial 
I’ll search for the words that makes you believe again 

 

All this time spent lost in my notebook would be worth it

  If maybe one day 

I can write something 

Someone finds thier self in

Banished  — May 22, 2017

Banished 

Don’t even, you’re absolutely

Out of your mind

Poking around my life as if

You didn’t destroy it

Admiring my resilient ways

How I  picked up my broken pieces

And put them back together again

Better than you ever imagined

I told you that you are banished

You can only admire my existence

From a distance

Forgiveness is not an option

pitty gets you nothing

keep on wishing

You never took me for granted

The mistreatment of my love

Is forbidding

Now you must the consequence

Old Friend Flow  — April 28, 2017

Old Friend Flow 

I started writing again

Feels like I reunited

with an old friend

So whats up flow

How you been

Me it’s been

A constant fight trying

Feels like I’m flying

Against the wind

You’ve been incognito

For awhile tho

What’s brought you to the surface?

whatever it is, Its refreshing

Bar hopping through these lines again

With you I never know

What the future holds

For Some reason, I trust you even tho

So let’s  go flow

I’m down for whatever

We’ve been together forever

I learned not to try to

subdue or force you just let you be  you

Love Not Likes  — April 14, 2017

Love Not Likes 

Please don’t 

mess up a good thing 

over nothing , 

wtf does facebook 

  have to do with anything

Say I’m  being  cold 

Is  thats why

You see me as shelter ?

I just don’t share,  your traditional gerneric methods of loving someone. 

I don’t, text as soon as I wake up

I dont, update my status

 according to what your posting  

I don’t, change my habbits

My thoughts or my reasons

if you’re looking for someone 

who loves like an automated system 

You the wrong person 

 just let us be you and me 

 without judgments, or 

superficial labels,

Without unlogical obligations 

that we cannot  profill, 

till we’re disappointed and Resentful of the we energy wasted

 on a love that 

never really existed,
Cuz we never could let be

I use to just submit,

 accept an imitation of love 

Now I just dimiss, 

my time is precious 

Just give me, 

 your touch and knowledge

text and relationship statuses  

are not relivant  

if you want my heart 

you gotta come and get it

Theres no link you just click

No inbox you can message 

I do understand your doubt 

How you’d think I’m being shady

Facebook and  instagram 

Has replaced real conversation 

That’s the only reason

I haven’t kicked you out 

Just please shut your mouth

And let me show the kinda love 

 I’m  talking about 

I don’t need more notifications 

Or pics, post or likes

I  just need your affection 

I know love existed long before Facebook was invented  

I don’t let it 

define our relationship  

 I define it by treating you with Respect, trust and making you smile every chance I get

Read with Caution  — April 9, 2017

Read with Caution 

She picks up my notebook and opens to an unknown page in my heart

looks up with those magnetic brown eyes and ask

which one is about me

I just laugh, shake my head  and say

which one isn’t

her eyes get really big as she fans through 350 pages

she says,you’re  kidding, I close the notebook and warn her

you might not like it

I don’t say much I try to show my love by the actions I make

Just saying it is cliche

I must make my feelings for you tangible in some way

whether it’s a kiss, my sincerity or in a bunch of nicely arranged sentences

the energy created when we are connected

is the blood of poetry

Combined with our star crossed fait, how we drift apart and together again

against lifes wind

no poet could resist writing it

So go ahead keep reading

And you’ll see how you  feed

the Shakespeare in me

Make me strive to be a better me

You break my heart when you leave

You’ll see my insecurities

the fear of you realising you’re so much better than me

That you might find someone who more evenly matches your astonishing beauty

You’ll see, How I hide these fears

In fear that you’ll think less of me

The words I never say

In respect of our love

I put my fears on a page

insted of questioning our trust

right to your face

It’s not your fault

It’s my insecurities

They stay in my notebook

Where no one else can see

Old Friend Flow  — March 18, 2017

Old Friend Flow 

I started writing again

Feels like I reunited

with an old friend 

So whats up flow 

How you been

Me it’s been 

A constant fight trying 

Feels like I’m flying 

Against the wind 

You’ve been incognito 

For awhile tho 

What’s brought you to the surface?

 whatever it is, Its refreshing

Bar hopping through these lines again

With you I never know

What the future holds

For Some reason, I trust you even tho

So let’s  go flow

I’m down for whatever

We’ve been together forever

I learned not to try to 

subdue or force you just let you be  you

Heart Speaks — March 16, 2017

Heart Speaks

when I love someone 

I give my life to them

I let them hold my heart 

in their hands 

I grant them total access 

To all the forbidden parts of me

My fears my hopes and my dreams

I never let go 

till they’re already gone  forever 

and my heart is scared to be 

back with me 

Keeps reaching for them

I try to consoul it 

tell it’s ok to be alone

Then it says I know this 

Wtf  were you thinking

 thought we were friends

You just gave me away

Like I was nothing

I know I’m not perfect

But I’m the only 

heart you’ll ever get

You should be more careful with me

I know you’ve always been a good friend, never letting forget what makes me, me 

Speaking up for good in me

I was fallowing your lead

    it wasn’t all me

You wanted go 

when I let you go 

you jump so fast 

 all I saw was a blur 

The next time we both know

To bring a rope 

So when we jump 

I can always pull you home 

  

THAT’S LiFE  — February 18, 2017

THAT’S LiFE 

Life,what is life

well, Iguess that depends

On who you are

What matters to you 

What drives you and what scares you

Friends family and lovers 

Secrets betrayal and heartache 

All seem to come hand and hand

Pain weakens over time

And as the pages of life fly by

We learn wrong from right 

And how to say goodbye

But sometimes we can’t tell wrong from right 

And our hearts hang on long after goodbye 

But thats life

Lifes the one that got away

The words you wish you had the courage to

And the choices you make 

We look back now and wonder how 

Our lives turned out 

So different than what we dreamed about

When we’re  suppose to be smart

We take the leap and fall hard

When we’re suppose to listen to our hearts we get scared and fall apart

And that’s why we are where we are

Our hearts wear a lifetime of scars

Most of them self-inflicted 

Most we’re still regretting 

And we hat life for changing 

what we want to stay the same

And keeping the same what we want to change

But you wanna know something else about life 

Only life flying by can ease heartache 

Only lifes lil qua-winky-dinks

Can give the chance to say what you never got to say 

And ONLY IN LIFE can we love in 

The ways that keep us going everyday