lostinmynotebook

Trying to write life right……..

Sunset — June 8, 2019

Sunset

Forsaken maybes~

Distorted what ifs~

Had me believing~

If I ran fast enough~

I could catch the sun~

I ran till my legs were numb~

Till I was choking on the

Dust of my regrets~

Grabbing at the pavement~

Searching for my breath~

Only to watch the sun set

My heart breaking more~

the darker it gets~

I look back to see how far~

These maybes strayed me~

All I see is lil pieces of me~

like breadcrumbs leading me home~

How could I be so dumb to think~

I could make the sun my own~

If only I could keep up~

I’d probably still be~

chasing the sun~

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Ghetto Testimonial  — May 3, 2019

Ghetto Testimonial 

I’m am a collaboration

Of the ghetto

and my daddys rock &roll

Never lost cuz my

Mom taught me right from wrong

I’m a warrior of life

Trying to win one for the good side

Always sticking up for the lil guy

Holding my head up high

down some pretty dark streets

Don’t be fooled by what you see

I am a beast a rare breed

It’s not healthy to judge me

Or try to predict lil too swift

You’ll get caught up in the current

And I’ll tare you to bits

Ninja-ish, my flow is automatic

Sick is my addiction to this pen

symphony on paper

Im a meistro of words

Master of sarrow

scholar of life

still learning how to survive

Chasing the high of a perfect line

Get by one rhyme at a time

A Poets Wish —

A Poets Wish

Written by Destiny Bergeron

What I want most

Is for people to have their own voice

I cant help but to wonder

if we all were automated

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We don’t say what we think

we say what think is right

its not wrong to be different

The most amazing things

Are the ones we don’t understand

Exploration Is the foundation

to the unknown Wonders of the future

But you’ll never know if

If you cant think for yourself

If you sound like everyone else

Find what makes you different

And turn it into what makes you amazing

That might be the most cliche

Line I ever wrote

But its what I wish for most

Insight 

We can’t accomplish anything if everyone has the same ideas

FREELY BLIND — April 25, 2019

FREELY BLIND

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The digital world only

sees what you post

you’re perfect

Any criticism and

there’s a block button

for a reason

Don’t distract me with

rising levels of human trafficking

Cardi B is trending
Smh at Palistine disappearing

My favorite Kardashian is Pregnant

Please, just let me live
my American life

The life that has giving me freedoms

Unheard of
to others…

Other races other religions

other woman other gays..

no matter~

your upbringing or ways,

it is unconstitutional to hate.

We wrote the book on freedom,

somehow we’ve become freely blind

We should be Liking👍 freedom,
and those who fight for it

like👍 the rights
we were all born with

Like👍 the constitution!!!
And the reason it was written

We are the home of the brave
Born free to waste~

what so many have and will die for,

We can’t turn the other cheek

Try to remember

We all are immigrants
Besides the natives!

And don’t get me started
On the injustice

That was inflicted on them
For this America to exist~

They sold our country
But they can’t unwrite our rights
Do whats right

And like👍mankind

Heart Speaks — April 1, 2019

Heart Speaks

when I love someone

I give my life to them

I let them hold my heart

in their hands

I grant them total access

To all the forbidden parts of me

My fears my hopes and my dreams

I never let go

till they’re already gone  forever

and my heart is scared to be

back with me

Keeps reaching for them

I try to consoul it

tell it’s ok to be alone

Then it says I know this

Wtf  were you thinking

thought we were friends

You just gave me away

Like I was nothing

I know I’m not perfect

But I’m the only

heart you’ll ever get

You should be more careful with me

I know you’ve always been a good friend, never letting forget what makes me, me

Speaking up for good in me

I was fallowing your lead

it wasn’t all me

You wanted to go

when I let you go

you jump so fast

all I saw was a blur

The next time we both know

To bring a rope

So when we jump

I can always pull you home

 

That’s Life —

That’s Life

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Life, what is life

well, I guess that depends

On who you are

What matters to you

What drives you

and what scares you

Friends, family, and lovers

Secrets, betrayal, and heartache

All seem to come hand and hand

Pain is a thing that lessons over time

And as the pages of life fly by

We learn wrong from right

And how to say goodbye

But sometimes

we can’t tell wrong from right

And our hearts

hang on long after goodbye

But that’s life

Life’s the one that got away

The words you never got to say

And the choices you make

We look back now and wonder how

Our lives turned out

So different

than what we dreamed about

When we’re suppose to be smart

We take the leap and fall hard

When we’re suppose to listen to our hearts

we get scared and fall apart

And that’s why we are where we are

Our hearts wear a lifetime of scars

Most of them self-inflicted

Most we’re still regretting

And we hate life for changing

what we want to stay the same

And keeping the same

what we want to change

But you wanna know something else about life ?

Only life flying by can ease heartache

Only lifes lil qua-winky-dinks

Can give the chance to say what you never got to say

And ONLY IN LIFE can we love

in the ways

that keep us going everyday

Insight, I wrote this on my 16th birthday

I’m no turning 36 and it’s still rings true

Rigged — March 27, 2019

Rigged

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The honest truth is

the more you love someone

The more they can hurt you
Disappointment is greater
When it comes from
Someone you trust
It’s the ugly side of love
no one speaks of
It’s ability to just
Morph into something dangerous
Something so far from love
It becomes who can hurt who more,
Who’s right, who’s life is more messed up because
they chose to love the other
Well this Lil poet won’t lie
Nope I’m gonna write it right
Love is not
all rainbows and butterflies
99% of the time
You’re not gonna survive the fall
But it’s that one chance at forever
We’re all searching for
Evil Truth — March 19, 2019

Evil Truth

WRITTEN BY Destiny Bergeron 

Foreseen by ancients~

The mighty will fall~

Right before they conquer all~

History repeats~

so are we doomed to the same destiny?~

Nothing is forever~

But memories you remember~

When it’s time to pay the piper~

Will you have enough soul~

Or will you be rejected~

Cuz you chose money over all other~

Hold judgments over knowledge~

Distort faith into hate~

I know on that day my soul has to answer for its ways~

I won’t be sent away~

It’s not what you worship~

Or how you do it~

It’s  about being a good person~

That’s this poets perspective

If you choose to hate

in the name of faith

You will lose your way

I doubt saying prayers and

Being devoted

can save from judgement~

I’m not trying to call out~

Any religion or practice~

All faiths are beautiful~

But no faith can save you

From you from being evil~

INSIGHT ….this is just my own opinion on people  using faith to hate… I’ve seen very faithful people be very evil people.

 

 

Evil Truth — February 12, 2019

Evil Truth

WRITTEN BY Destiny Bergeron 

Foreseen by ancients~

The mighty will fall~

Right before they conquer all~

History repeats~

so are we doomed to the same destiny?~

Nothing is forever~

But memories you remember~

When it’s time to pay the piper~

Will you have enough soul~

Or will you be rejected~

Cuz you chose money over all other~

Hold judgments over knowledge~

Distort faith into hate~

I know on that day my soul has to answer for its ways~

I won’t be sent away~

It’s not what you worship~

Or how you do it~

It’s  about being a good person~

That’s this poets perspective

If you choose to hate

in the name of faith

You will lose your way

I doubt saying prayers and

Being devoted

can save from judgement~

I’m not trying to call out~

Any religion or practice~

All faiths are beautiful~

But no faith can save you

From you from being evil~

INSIGHT ….this is just my own opinion on people  using faith to hate… I’ve seen very faithful people be very evil people.

 

 

LOST — February 1, 2019

LOST

Lost it all

Lost my grip

Lost my since

Lost myself

Lost in war

Lost my morals

Lost my faith

Lost my ways

Lost my fears

Lost my tears

Lost my doubt

Lost my life

Lost when I tried

Lost when I’m with you

Lost without you

Lost because of you

Lost everything

Lost searching

Lost love

Lost pain

Lost shame

Lost days

Lost again

Lost we all have been