lostinmynotebook

Trying to write life right……..

Chemistry — April 23, 2019

Chemistry

Written By Destiny Bergeron

I must look away
Like you’re the sun
Too hot too touch
That is obvious
But I must even if
we just blow up
Smh and just walk away
Knowing my place
Plane Jane
Ts and sneaks
You glow with beauty
But I see the heat
Comes from deep beneath
Like a volcano
Or the embers of a fire
Organic no additives needed
My origins is grounded
My Earth tones are dull
compared to hers
I don’t glow,I flow
Like the wind I feed the fire
Like rain I keep the flames
from engulfing us both
Alchemy of hearts
Perfected by trial and error
After so many failed attempts
I found it was possible for true
Love to exist

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Planet Nine — April 8, 2019

Planet Nine

The thought of being next to you

 

terrifies me

Your presence is

life altering

Planet nine-ish

I sometimes

I Think you’re a myth

I tell myself to make since,

can’t deny the evidence

How you wobble my axis

I find pieces of you

scattered in my existence

As distant as the stars

But you still pull on my heart

Sometimes I wonder where you

Are

then remember how you tore

Me apart

I grab my heart as it recalls the pain

Adrenaline shoots through my veins

I close my eyes and see your face

I shake my head and try to forget

How sweet than sour love can get

As hearts fall like stars

We wish for it all, all over again

Even if we the chances of

Making it are almost non-existent

Rigged — March 27, 2019

Rigged

Written by Destiny Bergeron

The honest truth is

the more you love someone

The more they can hurt you
Disappointment is greater
When it comes from
Someone you trust
It’s the ugly side of love
no one speaks of
It’s ability to just
Morph into something dangerous
Something so far from love
It becomes who can hurt who more,
Who’s right, who’s life is more messed up because
they chose to love the other
Well this Lil poet won’t lie
Nope I’m gonna write it right
Love is not
all rainbows and butterflies
99% of the time
You’re not gonna survive the fall
But it’s that one chance at forever
We’re all searching for
Kryptonite — March 20, 2019

Kryptonite

Written by Destiny Bergeron

You’re my kryptonite

My pen falls to you every time

The one rhyme I can’t get right

Paralyzed by just a smile

Brought to my knees

With one touch of your hand

My pen is trembling

Trying to make you understand

Somethings have no definition

Truth is, I wrote this poem

The first night kissed

And I’ll write it over and over again

If I’m the luckiest girl to ever exist

READ WITH CAUTION —

READ WITH CAUTION

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

She picks up my notebook~

And opens to an unknown page in my heart~

looks up with those magnetic brown eyes and ask~

which one is about me?

I just laugh, shake my head  and say~

which one isn’t~

her eyes get really big~

as she fans through 350 pages~

she says you’re  kidding~

I close the notebook and warn her~

you might not like it~

I don’t say much~

I try to show my love~

by the actions I make~

Just saying it is cliche~

I must make my feelings for you tangible in some way~

whether it’s a kiss, my sincerity or in a bunch of nicely arranged sentences~

the energy created when we are connected~

is the blood of poetry~

Combined with our star-crossed faith~

how we drift apart and together again~

against life’s wind~

no poet could resist~

writing about it~

So go ahead keep reading~

And you’ll see~

how you feed~

the Shakespeare in me~

Make me strive to be a better me~

You break my heart when you leave~

You’ll see my insecurities~

the fear of you realizing you’re so much better than me~

That you might find someone who more evenly matches your astonishing beauty~

You’ll see, How I hide these fears, In fear that you’ll think less of me~

The words I never say~

In respect of our love~

I put my fears on a page~

instead of questioning our trust right to your face~

It’s not your fault they are my insecurities~

They stay in my notebook where no one else can see~

 

The Hunt — March 13, 2019

The Hunt

Written by Destiny Bergeron

Know I don’t scare easily

Your a savage you feast

but I see the beauty in the beast

Despite those you have lost the fight

Beneath your sheets

I’m not weak

You take what you plz

Leave them in pieces

For hearts you are a fein

You think I’m like the rest

I’ll be begging on my knees

Well do what you please

I’m stronger than you think

I enjoy the hunt

You think I’m the prey

You dont realise how far I can run

You’ll be be hunting this heart forever

And that’s just what I want

Star-Crossed — February 2, 2019

Star-Crossed

Looking up at the night sky

Wondering
if you
Wonder about me
sometimes
Our lives might as be
as distant
As those stars twinkling
Shakespharian and hopeless
The nights soft wind
Is the closest thing
to your sent
If a falling stars can grant a wish
Than I wish,
for them all to
fall right now so I can
wish for you
over and over again
Before — January 19, 2019

Before

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

Have you ever been broken-

And afraid everyone can see ?

Screaming into the dark~

That ravished your world.

Till your screams turn to cries~

And you’re reduced to your knees.

That’s where I was~

when she found me.

And she wonders why~

I wonder ….what she sees in me~

I guess it was necessity ~

Honestly we had no reason~

To give eachother so much trust.

Fell in love in not even a month~

When I look back on us~

I see the universe work.

In the most profound way.

Crashed us tohether~

Right before~

the darkness~

took us forever~

As if the Universe knew

We’d survive

tearing eachother apart

That our hearts would reform

stronger than they were before

Insight…. I use to think of her as the one that got away

Now I know our purpose was greater~

I’m stronger

Change of Heart — January 18, 2019

Change of Heart

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

I swear you linger

Like winter ice

Freezing to the edges of my mind

Hardening the ground of my heart

Cooling my blood

So I can adapt to living

without your touch

I know not to try to fallow you

Chasing the sun is impossible

So I have to let you go

Have faith that your seasons will change

And bring you back to me someday

Boyle’s Law — December 14, 2018

Boyle’s Law

The temperature is rising

According to the law of physics

The hotter it gets
the more pressure is created
Are we strong enough not to
Explode or emplode
Like so many failed attempts before
Do we have the variables needed
And the patience to figure out the equation
Love isn’t a science
I’m starting to think different
We try so hard but we can’t
Change who we are
We just gotta keep making since
Inorder to make it