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Change of Heart — May 8, 2018

Change of Heart

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

I swear you linger

Like winter ice

Freezing to the edges of my mind

Hardening the ground of heart

Cooling my bood

So I can adapt to living

without your touch

I know not to try to fallow you

Chasing the sun is impossible

So I have to let you go

Have faith that your seasons will change

And bring you back to me someday

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Fall Apart  — May 3, 2018

Fall Apart 

Written by Destiny Bergeron

lost in a lovers leap

fell hard but it was sweet.

now I stand broken

at your feet.

wondering if

you’ve seen me?

or did I fail you

like I did me?

this isn’t who I want to be

we tried and failed miserably.

so I’m gonna gather up

whats left of me.

and leave you with nothing

but what we use to be.

I hang my head in defeat.

broken and sore from

trying to pull us back together.

there’s parts of me

that will always be yours.

and pieces of you I’ll never let go.

Although we fell for eachother-

we fell apart not together

INSIGHT ….Sometimes you don’t survive the fall

Sunset — March 31, 2018

Sunset

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

 

 Forsaken maybes

Distorted what ifs

Had me believing

If I ran fast enough

I could catch the sun

I ran till my legs were numb

Till I was choking on the

Dust of my regrets

Grabbing at the pavement

Searching for my breath

Only to watch the sun set

My heart breaking more

the darker it gets

I look back to see how far

These maybes strayed me

All I see is lil pieces of me

like breadcrumbs leading me home

How could i be so dumb to think

I could make the sun my own

If  only i could  keep up

I’d  probably be still chasing the sun

INSGHT
Lifes a journey not a race you miss too much if you chase one destiny

 

Lost Lines — February 14, 2018

Lost Lines

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

To the lines of the past that believed in fairytales and dreams

I never woulda wrote you knowing

One day you’d be lost forever

I remember a title or a a couple of key words

but like the names of certain faces and the connections

that once meant everything

What I once wrote are fuzzy memories now

The poems that shaped my life when I was a girl

They looked at the world with hope

Now I see it for what it’s  worth

I learn it’s  hard enough to just

Keep your head above water

As I grew my poems stopped

Hoping and began knowing

Hope means nothing

You have to work for everything

So to my words of the past that wished for the happy ever after

It’s time to get your shit together

INSIGHT

I wrote most in my teens ……Now Im over thirty…life has taught me dreams don’t come true

Unless you live em

 

Sunset — February 13, 2018

Sunset

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

 

 Forsaken maybes

Distorted what ifs

Had me believing

If I ran fast enough

I could catch the sun

I ran till my legs were numb

Till I was choking on the

Dust of my regrets

Grabbing at the pavement

Searching for my breath

Only to watch the sun set

My heart breaking more

the darker it gets

I look back to see how far

These maybes strayed me

All I see is lil pieces of me

like breadcrumbs leading me home

How could i be so dumb to think

I could make the sun my own

If  only i could  keep up

I’d  probably be still chasing the sun

INSGHT
Lifes a journey not a race you miss too much if you chase one destiny

 

Change of Heart — February 3, 2018

Change of Heart

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

I swear you linger

Like winter ice

Freezing to the edges of my mind

Hardening the ground of heart

Cooling my bood

So I can adapt to living

without your touch

I know not to try to fallow you

Chasing the sun is impossible

So I have to let you go

Have faith that your seasons will change

And bring you back to me someday

Where My Words Go — January 31, 2018

Where My Words Go

Written by Destiny Bergeron 

I rhyme when

Shes on my mind

When I need to remember whats real

My pen usually glides

Right back to the way she made me feel

My words can travel time

Make me remember losing her

All over

I can’t rhyme us back together

So I’ll  rhyme till I  find

What made her go

Till I no longer think of her as home

Till I’m  strong enough

to make it  on my own

without feeling like it’s all for her

Till these rhymes don’t

need her anymore

Fall Apart  — August 11, 2017

Fall Apart 

lost in a lovers leap

fell hard but it was sweet

now I stand broken 

at your feet

wondering if

 you’ve seen me

or did I fail you

 like I did me

this isn’t who I want to be

we tried and failed miserably 

so I’m gonna gather  

whats left of me up 

and leave you with nothing 

 but what use to be 

I hang my head in defeat

broken and sore from

 trying to pull us back together 

there’s  parts of me

 that will always be yours

and pieces of you I’ll never let go

though we fell for eachother

we fell apart not together   

 

Banished  — May 22, 2017

Banished 

Don’t even, you’re absolutely

Out of your mind

Poking around my life as if

You didn’t destroy it

Admiring my resilient ways

How I  picked up my broken pieces

And put them back together again

Better than you ever imagined

I told you that you are banished

You can only admire my existence

From a distance

Forgiveness is not an option

pitty gets you nothing

keep on wishing

You never took me for granted

The mistreatment of my love

Is forbidding

Now you must the consequence

Moving pain — May 13, 2017

Moving pain

There’s a rhythm to the pain

Comes and goes like waves 

But than it can hit me like a wave

Someone will say your name

And I find the loss of you 

shooting through me again 

Somedays you just linger in the back of my eyes like a migraine  

On these days even the light reminds me of your face

And I can’t act like everythings ok

I surender to the pain

We were so close, but now

You’re gone forever

The love I have for you

 still pours from my heart 

And without you here

I’m drowning it 

The only thing that keeps me going 

Is knowing you would never want to see me like this

So I think of what you’d say right now

Somehow it makes me smile

It’s enough for me to stat moving again

And it makes me believe 

  our live is still living